I THOUGHT I WAS HAPPY...

I like being busy.. really busy..... i hate the vaccations....
Y???
i dont like havin all the time on earth.... it gives me time to think...
happy thoughts.... i hate them..... coz i dont know when i ll be happy again...
i dont like human beings i guess..... i dread ppl... they always hurt me..... i like being busy.......... i dont wanna think.... life has been a bittersweet symphony.....